Have you ever felt like there’s no hope?
Have you ever felt broken hearted?
Have you ever looked over to the one you love so deeply to see them look at someone else the same way?
Have you ever tried so hard to forget but couldn’t?
Have you ever told someone your deepest thoughts?
Have you ever thought maybe things will get better?
Have you ever felt not good enough for the ones most important in your life?
Have you ever fell in love with someone who didn’t show a bit of love?
Have you ever looked into their eyes and know the feeling is mutual?
Have you ever sat in bed and cried because you cant just take it anymore?
Have you ever wanted to give up so bad but see a persons face and know you wont give up?
Have you ever been in a room full of happy people but feel so sad?
have you ever had that feeling where your chest has fallen to your waist? & it’s way too much to carry?
Have you ever smiled to avoid questions?
Have you ever thought you’d feel such a way where you couldn’t bare life itself, alone?
Most importantly have you ever thought you’d think deeply about such things?
Just sit and think:
I feel alone, torn, unappreciated, unwanted, but most importantly hurt. My heart sinks everytime someone asks me why can’t i just be happy? Well, i can pretend i am and feel so ugly inside. My heart breaks everytime I have to falsely smile to stop the questions. I’m trying thats all that matters right? Lets just say I’m trying. While I sit here in disbelief knowing I’ll never be good enough kills.